Well, tomorrow is the day. I wouldn't say that I've prepped optimally, but I believe I am optimally prepped. By that, I mean that, while I could have done things better, the end result is about as good as I could hope for. The reality is that a 53 year old brain does not retain information as well as a 23 year old brain. Compound that with the fact that, unlike 30 years ago, I've got lots of other stuff that simply can't be ignored and it's just not realistic to expect to go into this matching the prep that a "traditional" grad student would bring.
Will it be enough? I don't know and, honestly, I'm beyond stressing over it. I'm numb. I'll take my best shot and if that's not good enough, I'll get on with a new vector in life.
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